Trust in Truth

Hi ya Beloved, sorry I missed last week. Sometimes the struggle wins.

Alright Beloved, what is on your mind today? Are you on the hunt for something? Feeling like you’re missing something? In search of truth perhaps? I used be able to sus out people within the first moments of meeting them. When I had a responsibility of hiring people, I developed the ability to know if the person would work out long term or not. I had an accuracy rate in the 90% range. I am sure that it would not be that high today just due to the use it or lose it factor. I am more in tune with my critters than people these days.

I struggle to not draw attention to myself when out of the house now. I have poor balance and some days my hands shake so much I am unable to get my credit card out of my wallet. A very frustrating situation for sure. I have spent a very long time searching for the truth of what is causing the issues I deal with on a daily basis. You want to know what specialist after specialist told me, “We don’t know what is causing this and we don’t know how to treat it”. So, what now? Now I need to figure out a way to deal with, accept, or maybe even to not be bothered with this crap.

A difficult task to be sure regardless of which route you end up on. I tend to think that everyone at some point in their life has to make a choice about a situation they just don’t understand. It is difficult to trust but I think if we are able to let it the truth will win out. Sadly it does sometimes take years for the truth to win out, maybe four years or more. Sometimes we need to wade through other peoples crap to get to where we need to be. Sometimes we need to duck and cover for a time and wait patiently for the truth to rise up and sometimes we need to stand up and loudly and unceasingly declare the way of the truth.

What is the correct answer??????? I sure don’t know. Maybe that is what each of us need to determine for ourselves. What is the right path for me does not need to be the right path for you.

Beloved, I wish peace and confidence as you search out the truth for yourselves. Be blessed.